im no “hardcore” thought i was, but i was just pretending.
Modern Jazz Quartet - All the Things You Are
Mmmm, I’ll end my night with this.
Ditto.
so now ive decided to just completely disappear, i havent replied on any of his texts, as if he really cares. i know he doesnt but what the heck. im tired! he doesnt deserved me. like before- i’ll disappear. let him think that today i woke up and felt like i dont want anything to do with him ever, that i dont need him.
adios.
today, i got robbed, my necklace was snatched from my neck a minute after i got off the bus, people just watched, i was somehow transfixed , i was in shock, and then i just said to this old lady when she asked me what happened ” the only response i gave her was ” he took my necklace”. i wanted to cry, i wanted to bawl right there, some grace from above made me not to, but when i reached the place where im meeting patatas, i just lost it, like i dont know direction went round and round the whole premises with no direction, it was so surreal.. then patatas left me cause he told me i was late, havent texted him for like an hour, and i just took all those shitty thing he had to blurtted out on me just after i asked him where he is, that i got robbed. He left- he didnt really cared at all, he told me to get a taxi, and just get to his place. i have to plead him to come get me cause im too scared to move, im just to paralyzed to do anything. he left. left me there all alone telling me that he didnt want to get stucked through traffic for the 3rd time. How can someone be so cruel? maybe i was just expecting him to be more like “the boyfriend” but he is not my boyfriend, i just expected alot from him today and i was slapped with disappointment , hard painful ear drum breaking slap.
omg. what did I just read. I kinda think this is almost perfect.
LOL.
Haha!
(Source: christina-choe)
Forgetting | David Gray
Reminding rewinding
Removing regretting
ForgettingWatched What To Expect When You’re Expecting and my sister and I just cannot not love this song. Sad. Bastard. Music.
Lovely.